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yay! I've became a moderator in Fr3b! =D

I'm going to start a new blog soon.. inspired by someone.. lolx.. it's mainly focusing on reviews and comments from me.. I dont want to do it in this blog cause there's so many PERSONAL things that ppl should not be let known so freely.. =D

so wait till I have time to do it up bah.. so lazy and BUSY these days.. and I'm falling sick like every single day.. zzzz.. and I NEED money! super duper poor now.. looking for work soon.. btwn a $6/hr job that I like or a $15/hr job that I'm totally clueless about or a 50cent/post job that I MIGHT get hired? feeling so tired~~~ lalala~~ HELLO PANDA!

today just got back from my bazaar.. FUCKING TIRED.. and exhausted! not to mention income was FUCKING BAD.. wrong target man! if next time I were to held a bazaaar, I would set it at clarke quay.. or somewhere where my work would be APPRECIATED! grrr! kinda irritated by it though..

suddenly have the urge to make new jewelleries again! gosh! everytime I started making, I couldnt stop.. unless my inspirations runs dry, I'll even give up my sleeping time for it! gosh! another reason for me to be HELLO PANDA!

last two days, thurs, meet up with Leewah and HweeHwee.. so long never see them already.. kinda miss them, back when we were so close.. now, each got own things to fret of.. no matter how busy the schedule, I believe we can always meet.. but looking at my schedule for the past 3weeks.. I take back when I've said.. unless I skip dinner with family, otherwise it's kinda hard for us to meet up..

when dad was about to go overseas.. I dint even ate dinner the night before he left.. I feel so sad.. how could I do this?! so when he came back, I make a point to reach home early to wait for dad to come home and eat together.. but either I was bathing and they started eating or I was held up and couldnt eat together.. haix.. feel so bad.. tml dad is leaving.. tonight, I dint eat dinner with him again.. how could I? chatted with dad awhile.. he seems to have something to tell me, but I dunno what.. when he returns.. I'm gonna be home to eat dinner with him.. and I SHALL!

cant deny tt I missed them alot..

Jeffrey dear just got back from a tiring and fun camp.. the week.. not having someone to chat with is so hard.. but thank god that he called or msg me everyday.. =D love u dear~

another one is Eugene.. there's something tt made me feel tt it's not even worth it to talk to him.. but I walked past his shop tt day.. chatted with him awhile.. there seems like nothing much to talk about.. he said tt he's quitting soon.. and rot till ns days.. lol I dunno if he's still mad at me, but at least he's happy tt I did find him to say hi..

surprisingly the 3rd person is not jiahui.. but Johnson.. he went overseas with his gf for like 1week? I dunno.. lol perhaps I've taken him as one of my confinde... I thought tt it's hard for online friend to be able to sustain the friendship especially AFTER we meet.. yeah.. he's a man of his own world.. dont worry dear, I WOULDNT want to be with him.. such HIS mindset is not what I will want for a boyfriend.. haha.. a gentleman and a sweet guy.. but a damn fking bastard at heart..

I FINALLY BOUGHT MY LIP BRUSH.. SOME DEEM IT AS WASTE OF MONEY.. SOME SEE IT AS A FORM OF EXPRESSION FOR MY DEPRESSION.. but I FEEL SO HAPPY AND COMFORTABLE KNOWING THAT I HAVE MY LIP BRUSH WITH ME CAUSE I CAN USE THE ELF TIN LIP EVERYTIME WITHOUT USING MY UNHYGENIC FINGER! YAY!